emerge/mtasminda

tbilisi, 22.12.2021, solstice. in bardo thodol there is the recurring moment of light awareness. right after death in the total darkness, with demons, with angels, in the next birth, etc. its always at arm's length. and it all depends on the person while there is the person... sometimes i feel like a fish underwater. i see this light but cant reach it. its a beautiful stage in between where i feel transparent, hopeful and tender. this morning i woke up before the sunrise and went out of the mountain house where i lived at the moment. this winter we had no snow yet, but it snowed after i finished this happening. it was a miracle. exposed at the obscure